Saturday, June 5, 2010

mhm.

all our memories went out the door,
thinking about them makes my tears poor,
you traded your family for a whore,
i'm sorry we couldn't handle it anymore,
now from the pain; my heart's very sore,
i roll up and lay there on the floor,
and think back to the good days at the age of four.

as i sit there inside and watch it rain,
i do my best to hide my pain,
it's not my fault you went insane,
what you were like is hard to explain.

you and my mom had so much friction,
it's like lying and cheating became your new addiction,
and trust me that wasn't my prediction.

now i've moved on and i know how to stay alright,
i am not here to listen to you try to fight,
i'm a young girl; and i'm gonna finish my life fun,
as i watch all the clouds and rain turn into sun.

i won't let your mistakes hurt me,
that's something your gonna have to see,
i'll make it through every night,
trust me i'll be alright.

i don't need you and all your lies,
because each time it gives me more reason to despise,
i do not hate you; you are my father,
you try to bribe me, but i'll never forgive you; don't bother.

i'll find the sunshine through the rain,
nowadays, i have no pain.
i'm a new girl, it's the new me,
and try not to hurt her like you did the old one, please.

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