whateverr.

to the father that made me and my family's life miserable;

i've said my whole life i get everything from you..my looks, my personality, my facial expressions..i sure as heck ain't getting your mistakes! you made some of the worst mistakes I've ever seen! I don't see what you see in a cocaine addicted hoe..is it her sunk in cheeks, her bad breath, rotten teeth, her rat's nest she calls her hair? what is it!?!?! all the memories we've made faded away in so little time..from a brand new, nice house..to the living room walls with holes you punched in them..they always say forgive in forget..well i ain't forgetting and i ain't freaking forgiving either! all your bribes won't make up for all the crap you've put me through. and if you'd like to trade making memories for getting busted for carrying that hoe's drugs then make your mistakes..i sure ain't caring..if you care about me dating so much...then why can you date who you want, even though you're married?!?!? do you want me to grow up thinking guys can cheat on me and hit me, and that's okay? when i grow up and have my own kids and they ask where their grandpa is i'm gonna say i don't know...he left me at the age 14 for a hoe..i think i'm gonna stop with this blog, let the laptop charge and do another in 30 minutes.

goodbye. [: